Well Here I am, There I was, Where am I going!?

I got a letter in the mail the other day notifying me of my 10 year class reunion and honestly, I wasn't that pleased about going, mainly because right now my life consist of abosolutely NOTHING! The only good thing I have going right now is a 11 year old daughter, whom I have to depend on my parents to take care of. So basically what I have going on is kind of like a little sister thing, except for I have to do the parenting. I have no career, no direction, no money, no.....nothing and I can't imagine going into a class reunion with everyone proclaiming to be wonderful. Somehow nowadays I'm finding it dumb hard to muster up even just a little bit of hope. I am full of ideas and solutions that fester by the way side, and that's just where I am now! Festering by the way side and I don't even know which way to go.

While I got the letter a few days ago, I actually looked at it today, and there was a questionair that asked "what are you doing now"? I almost losted it because I couldn't answer that question without lying to myself and countless others, if I really answered all I would find out is that 10 years ago I was better off than I am now! Some Life?

Broken Hearted